alas..

felt so paralyzed not being able to come online
for the past few days. weren't even able to steal
lines from nearby houses.

paralyzed. that's the only word to describe how
i felt back then. the feeling is just hard to
describe. it's like when you're so used to going
online everyday and all of the sudden, it's all
taken aback.

hell.

so what's the next big news? i'm coming home! hoho!
should be back next week if everythings confirmed
tomorrow. thats the good news. the bad news is that
i'll only be back for 4 days. 2 days of work and
that's all! i feel happy and stoned at the same time.

great.

don't feel like talking now. tired hands. and yes,
i wanna pray for someone tonight. and may everything
in the brain be great help to the task tomorrow at
2pm.

good luck! :)