what is love?

i read sisters blog just now and found an article
of her doing something really silly. she said she
scared some of her friends with her driving technique
so i assume it's something bad-la.. with my car :S

anyway, here's a little something for you. if you
come across this article. now, have you ever asked
yourself what is love? what is love all about?

love has a very wide meaning. but of course, everyone
has their own ways of defining love. but really, love
is like a game. life is like a game. everything is about
making decisions and one decision affects another. maybe
to the same destination but using different paths.

if love is like a game. you really need to start by
loving yourself before learning to love another. both
sides are in the game. the love game. if you know the
rules, you're fit to be in the game. else, byebye.

it's always about loving yourself more. it's like
getting insurance paid for yourself. heck, if you lose
the game, who's gonna be there to help you? no one.
it's just you. no one else. just you. i repeat, just
YOU.

well, if you want to love. start off by learning to love
yourself. else, get your mind-set to that before stepping
in it.

and i see you have been having fun clubbing around the
city.. haha work hard, play harder.. with BRAINS!~

shitty net

i don't know what the hell is wrong with the
connections here. first i couldn't login to
the net. then i couldn't access pplive streaming
to watch tv online. then now i can't even open
my own blogspot page site..

shits.

here's the funny part, i can't view my blogspot
my i can access and still blog in blogspot. so
can anyone tell me what the hell is wrong?

it's already bad enough not being able to access
certain sites from where i am now and now new
problems.

new and shitty.

in the meantime i'll just blog like this and
see when miracles shall fall upon me.

chill out :)

alas..

felt so paralyzed not being able to come online
for the past few days. weren't even able to steal
lines from nearby houses.

paralyzed. that's the only word to describe how
i felt back then. the feeling is just hard to
describe. it's like when you're so used to going
online everyday and all of the sudden, it's all
taken aback.

hell.

so what's the next big news? i'm coming home! hoho!
should be back next week if everythings confirmed
tomorrow. thats the good news. the bad news is that
i'll only be back for 4 days. 2 days of work and
that's all! i feel happy and stoned at the same time.

great.

don't feel like talking now. tired hands. and yes,
i wanna pray for someone tonight. and may everything
in the brain be great help to the task tomorrow at
2pm.

good luck! :)

the tech-thoughts

looking out the window with my finger in the nose,
i started thinking.. haha

i've been to a lot of cafe's lately. be it hongkong
style or english style or indian style or any styles
and i asked myself.. all these cafes and restaurants
have got wifi nowadays. wifi is so powderful and i
even heard that france has got wifi covered everywhere.
which means you still get wifi under subways and
toilets and jungles. haha just kidding but why is
that not possible, right?

then this came into my head. when you go online outside
you need a portable computer, which is well known by
the name laptop/notebook. and what matters most using
these gadgets are batteries. as we all know, portable
batteries sucks. chargers are needed. and if you're
in different countries, you need different adapters.

sucky, ain't it?

now what if we have wireless charger? haaaa..

make 2 universal wireless charger for windows and
apple laptop users. linux also can. haha but try the
two main operating systems first. see if it works.

how?

it works exactly the same. as long as your laptop
is able to detect wifi. it will detect. in this case,
the.. let's think of a good name for it. wifi is an
acronym for wireless fidelity. so, for wireless charger
we shall give it a temporary acronym; wica. haha!

once it detects the wica routers installed in cafes
or restaurants. it will charge your laptop automatically.
how wonderful can this invention be?

hoho. did some research though. we might get this only
in ten years time. unless i ditch my singing career and
work my ass out for this device. then i might still get
rich afterall. huehuehue!

alright, enough of tech-thoughts for today. see ya!

for the time being..

i'll be spending some money on musical instrument
for all my demos. i'm gonna change the phenomenon
of using only plan guitars as background music with
vocals.

instead i'll be getting myself a midi keyboard to
the music-making family. write different feeling
songs with different instruments.

i told myself i won't be using much money here in
beijing apart from eating and drinking. haha. but
then again, it's not true. it's a must to get all
these devices. i mean that's the reason why i brought
a macbook pro. to do music! muahaha and it's portable.

yes, portable.

alrighty then. gotta move on to a higher stage of
music composition.

bye.

things i need to do

if i'm going back anytime soon, these are the
few things that i must do in malaysia. let me
first list it down before i forget. pda's are
not reliable, no? haha nah i just wanna see a
bigger version of pda. my laptop keke

okay, here's what i wanna do before i leave
again:

1. see my family!
2. change my portable hard-disk casing
3. get a 2GB ram for my macbook pro
4. meet up with friends
5. freeze my gym and maxis account
6. drive my car and take pictures of it
7. play with jacko the dog
8. fix my desktop

that's all i can think of for now. huehuehue.
will update if i remember :)

in the meantime, it's time to go bomb some
countries! muahaha

farewells

farewells are not good. no good at all.

a friend whom i met here in beijing is
leaving today. well, we stay in the same
place and although we've only known each
other for like a month plus. it felt like
years. haha. ain't making it big but it
really felt like that.

i mean it's the things that we talked and
did together for the past few weeks. haha.

alright, let me state the things we did
together. like hunting for mcD's in the
middle of the night. or going out for
supper in the middle of the night as well.
gym companionship. lunch and dinner together.
taking subways and crazy cabs.

still, the maniac mcD's hunting is the best
of all. walked blardy far just to find mcD's
and switched cabs for 24 hours mcD's. haha.

you know, like roommates. and i've never had
any before. so, it felt like i'm studying
overseas and have roommates for the first time.
hoho.

yeah, the most interesting part is that we
like singing so the house is always noisy
and merry. but after today, i'll be alone.

yeah, alone. on a monday. babi.

so here's a fast wish to david the man. haha.
have fun in nanjing and enjoy whatever may
come! take care!