staying alone

i've always wondered how it's like to be
staying alone. you know, to have everything
by yourself? and i've always wanted to stay
alone. now that i am, guess what?

i don't want it. haha.

no one's home. and you'll start wondering
a lot of things. it's just too damn quiet.
all i hear at the moment is the laptops
fan whirring. my whispers as i'm blogging
and the sounds of keyboard typing.

then you'll start to miss home. haha. you
will feel like calling your friends to come
over and have a drink. or just to chat and
watch tv. but then again, i'm not home. i'm
miles away from home and so are my friends.
my family. my dog.

everything.

but then again. staying alone isn't just all
bad. at least i know how it feels and i'll be
more independent than before. so it's pretty
good actually. i get to cook better and clean
house better. haha.

and yeah. it doesn't seem to rain at night.
no fun sleeping with the raining sound. boo.

nuff said. i should go to bed now.

goodnight.