sleepless nights!

guess what guess what. it didn't work. the hope
to fall asleep at 1am didn't work last night. i
slept at 6am..

wtf.

yes, then i got up at 3 plus for shooting. bah.
and the whole shooting session ended at 5 plus
in the evening. couldn't open my eyes at certain
times. it felt really heavy. then i got home.
showered and had dinner. watched tv.

yes, the time i have been waiting since morning.

SLEEP!

went to bed and yes. i fell asleep and got up
at 11 plus this morning. couldn't wake up at
9 plus. you know, i wanna have longer daytime
and to be able to sleep at night. it sucks not
being able to sleep at night.

sucks big time.

so the past few sleepless nights got me into
thinking. how do we know if we're falling asleep?

i mean when you close your eyes. do you think?
and when you think, can you just fall asleep?
or how about shutting your eyes real hard. giving
it extra pressure to shut-off hard. does it help?

i still couldn't figure it out. can you?

i hope i can sleep like normal from tonight onwards.

see you.