it's been a long time

tell you what. i don't expect to have anymore readers here.

it's been way too long. if i remembered clearly the last time

i posted an entry here was 4 years ago? where have i been?

what have i been doing? most importantly, how is everything

with me? I'm good but a lot has happened. so much can

happen in a day, what more 4 years. to start things off,

I'm going to briefly summarized everything in this entry.

last entry. i was in beijing. yes, work. stayed in beijing for

7 months and i think being there was the main reason why

i stopped blogging here and moved to some chinese blogging

site instead. blogspot wasn't accessible in beijing. they blocked

the site for some reason and also cos of some other reasons.

relationships, well, let's not get there. haha.

from beijing to taipei for some competition and basically

lived there for a total of three years and finally came back

malaysia til present. is this too brief. haha alright. what was

i doing at taipei? i went to so-called challenge these

contestants in taipei from a very famous singing competition

and build myself some reputation, unknowingly. it was good.

i got to feel whats it like to be on newspapers almost

everyday and to appear on their entertainment channels.

wow, come to think of it. i feel like a superstar. not to mention

being captured by gossip medias going out with some one else.

sounds too good to believe, right? had my own concert and

then released a single which went as a hit in china, taipei and

malaysia. awesome, i know. it would be way awesome if my

ex-company went on with it instead of leaving the heat to

cool off. let's not get there, again. of course, when shit happens

it seemed like every other shits falls at the same time.

relationship is included. well, let's not get there. god.

so yes, thats what happened and here i am back in

malaysia and because of one particular reason i've

decided to make myself a change. i wanted six packs

all these while. i wanted good body figure like bruce lee.

i didn't have no motivation. the group of people i went

to workout with before wasn't serious. we did everything

but the wrong way. i guess when they say shit happens it

means something good will show up and this might

just be the good showing up. i bumped into an old college

mate during a musical show and he is not an owner of a

fitness center. so much difference since the last time i saw

him, like 10 years ago. told him what i wanted and he

shaped me up. it wasn't easy cos i had to go with diets and

working out six times a week but with one goal and

determination it wasn't that bad. especially when you're

like used to taking all these tasteless food and workout

schedule. i guess part of what happened to me in

relationship helped pushed me a little farther. thank you.

so what's going to happen next? i'll most probably

go back to taipei for some training and have my album

preparation done before mid of next year hopefully.

wish me luck to whoever who's reading this.

alright it's my country's national day today hence

i'd like to wish every malaysian from everywhere

in the world a happy national day. signing off.

happy holidays too!