ah bee's not so private suite

new design, new life.

2011-09-05T13:19:00.002+08:00

i was browsing through some websites just now during lunch

and i think i need one too. since new company will be completing

soon i guess i would need to have new photos and image and all

for a new website.

it is time to start designing. now, when was the last time i designed

something. many, many years ago i reckon. time to take out those

dusty books from the bookshelf.

we're heading towards end of the year already. fingers crossed for

no-obstacles-and-smooth-sailing-jobscope! i wish everybody the

same too.

work it, work it!

Levitation

2011-09-01T19:43:00.001+08:00

Is there a new trend going around the web that I do not know of? In photography style that is. I recently came across this website with snapshots of a Japanese girl levitating. Very interesting and it seems like levitation is the new black. So I've decided to do some of my own, simple ones.

It seems like levitating photos are only a success if you're making the right facial expressions. There are easier ways of taking levitating photos with the help of tables for example, to support ones levitating posture and uses photoshop for final touch-ups. I, on the other hand prefer to do it the hard way. More satisfying, I reckon. Here's one that I did with Kevin.

What do you think?

A short break at the cafeteria

2011-09-01T14:50:00.001+08:00

I am currently at the gyms cafeteria trying to rest before working out. Had too much dimsum with parents. However, the longer I rest the hungrier it feels god it feels like I should eat but I can't cos I just did.

This is the hassle of waking up late in the afternoon. You have to like take both breakfast and lunch together. I hate this. It would be best to wake up early for my usual breakfast and workout and then lunch. That would be perfect. This ought to end. Sleep and wake up early.

Alright, I think it's about time to warm up and start pumping! Before I end this post I would like to show how committed I am in blogging again. Downloaded this app off AppStore call blogpress. Apparently you get to snap pictures and post entries all from your iPhone. Awesome, right? So if I feel like blogging but I don't have my laptop with me, I can do it here. Here's a picture of how me and my brother looks like resting in the cafeteria.

Good day people!

Location:Jalan Puteri 2/2,Puchong,Malaysia

it's been a long time

2011-08-31T14:44:00.005+08:00

tell you what. i don't expect to have anymore readers here.

it's been way too long. if i remembered clearly the last time

i posted an entry here was 4 years ago? where have i been?

what have i been doing? most importantly, how is everything

with me? I'm good but a lot has happened. so much can

happen in a day, what more 4 years. to start things off,

I'm going to briefly summarized everything in this entry.

last entry. i was in beijing. yes, work. stayed in beijing for

7 months and i think being there was the main reason why

i stopped blogging here and moved to some chinese blogging

site instead. blogspot wasn't accessible in beijing. they blocked

the site for some reason and also cos of some other reasons.

relationships, well, let's not get there. haha.

from beijing to taipei for some competition and basically

lived there for a total of three years and finally came back

malaysia til present. is this too brief. haha alright. what was

i doing at taipei? i went to so-called challenge these

contestants in taipei from a very famous singing competition

and build myself some reputation, unknowingly. it was good.

i got to feel whats it like to be on newspapers almost

everyday and to appear on their entertainment channels.

wow, come to think of it. i feel like a superstar. not to mention

being captured by gossip medias going out with some one else.

sounds too good to believe, right? had my own concert and

then released a single which went as a hit in china, taipei and

malaysia. awesome, i know. it would be way awesome if my

ex-company went on with it instead of leaving the heat to

cool off. let's not get there, again. of course, when shit happens

it seemed like every other shits falls at the same time.

relationship is included. well, let's not get there. god.

so yes, thats what happened and here i am back in

malaysia and because of one particular reason i've

decided to make myself a change. i wanted six packs

all these while. i wanted good body figure like bruce lee.

i didn't have no motivation. the group of people i went

to workout with before wasn't serious. we did everything

but the wrong way. i guess when they say shit happens it

means something good will show up and this might

just be the good showing up. i bumped into an old college

mate during a musical show and he is not an owner of a

fitness center. so much difference since the last time i saw

him, like 10 years ago. told him what i wanted and he

shaped me up. it wasn't easy cos i had to go with diets and

working out six times a week but with one goal and

determination it wasn't that bad. especially when you're

like used to taking all these tasteless food and workout

schedule. i guess part of what happened to me in

relationship helped pushed me a little farther. thank you.

so what's going to happen next? i'll most probably

go back to taipei for some training and have my album

preparation done before mid of next year hopefully.

wish me luck to whoever who's reading this.

alright it's my country's national day today hence

i'd like to wish every malaysian from everywhere

in the world a happy national day. signing off.

happy holidays too!

what is love?

2007-11-21T18:50:00.000+08:00

i read sisters blog just now and found an article
of her doing something really silly. she said she
scared some of her friends with her driving technique
so i assume it's something bad-la.. with my car :S

anyway, here's a little something for you. if you
come across this article. now, have you ever asked
yourself what is love? what is love all about?

love has a very wide meaning. but of course, everyone
has their own ways of defining love. but really, love
is like a game. life is like a game. everything is about
making decisions and one decision affects another. maybe
to the same destination but using different paths.

if love is like a game. you really need to start by
loving yourself before learning to love another. both
sides are in the game. the love game. if you know the
rules, you're fit to be in the game. else, byebye.

it's always about loving yourself more. it's like
getting insurance paid for yourself. heck, if you lose
the game, who's gonna be there to help you? no one.
it's just you. no one else. just you. i repeat, just
YOU.

well, if you want to love. start off by learning to love
yourself. else, get your mind-set to that before stepping
in it.

and i see you have been having fun clubbing around the
city.. haha work hard, play harder.. with BRAINS!~

shitty net

2007-06-09T12:57:00.000+08:00

i don't know what the hell is wrong with the
connections here. first i couldn't login to
the net. then i couldn't access pplive streaming
to watch tv online. then now i can't even open
my own blogspot page site..

shits.

here's the funny part, i can't view my blogspot
my i can access and still blog in blogspot. so
can anyone tell me what the hell is wrong?

it's already bad enough not being able to access
certain sites from where i am now and now new
problems.

new and shitty.

in the meantime i'll just blog like this and
see when miracles shall fall upon me.

chill out :)

alas..

2007-06-06T22:54:00.000+08:00

felt so paralyzed not being able to come online
for the past few days. weren't even able to steal
lines from nearby houses.

paralyzed. that's the only word to describe how
i felt back then. the feeling is just hard to
describe. it's like when you're so used to going
online everyday and all of the sudden, it's all
taken aback.

hell.

so what's the next big news? i'm coming home! hoho!
should be back next week if everythings confirmed
tomorrow. thats the good news. the bad news is that
i'll only be back for 4 days. 2 days of work and
that's all! i feel happy and stoned at the same time.

great.

don't feel like talking now. tired hands. and yes,
i wanna pray for someone tonight. and may everything
in the brain be great help to the task tomorrow at
2pm.

good luck! :)

the tech-thoughts

2007-05-31T16:42:00.000+08:00

looking out the window with my finger in the nose,
i started thinking.. haha

i've been to a lot of cafe's lately. be it hongkong
style or english style or indian style or any styles
and i asked myself.. all these cafes and restaurants
have got wifi nowadays. wifi is so powderful and i
even heard that france has got wifi covered everywhere.
which means you still get wifi under subways and
toilets and jungles. haha just kidding but why is
that not possible, right?

then this came into my head. when you go online outside
you need a portable computer, which is well known by
the name laptop/notebook. and what matters most using
these gadgets are batteries. as we all know, portable
batteries sucks. chargers are needed. and if you're
in different countries, you need different adapters.

sucky, ain't it?

now what if we have wireless charger? haaaa..

make 2 universal wireless charger for windows and
apple laptop users. linux also can. haha but try the
two main operating systems first. see if it works.

how?

it works exactly the same. as long as your laptop
is able to detect wifi. it will detect. in this case,
the.. let's think of a good name for it. wifi is an
acronym for wireless fidelity. so, for wireless charger
we shall give it a temporary acronym; wica. haha!

once it detects the wica routers installed in cafes
or restaurants. it will charge your laptop automatically.
how wonderful can this invention be?

hoho. did some research though. we might get this only
in ten years time. unless i ditch my singing career and
work my ass out for this device. then i might still get
rich afterall. huehuehue!

alright, enough of tech-thoughts for today. see ya!

for the time being..

2007-05-30T20:32:00.000+08:00

i'll be spending some money on musical instrument
for all my demos. i'm gonna change the phenomenon
of using only plan guitars as background music with
vocals.

instead i'll be getting myself a midi keyboard to
the music-making family. write different feeling
songs with different instruments.

i told myself i won't be using much money here in
beijing apart from eating and drinking. haha. but
then again, it's not true. it's a must to get all
these devices. i mean that's the reason why i brought
a macbook pro. to do music! muahaha and it's portable.

yes, portable.

alrighty then. gotta move on to a higher stage of
music composition.

bye.

things i need to do

2007-05-29T16:24:00.000+08:00

if i'm going back anytime soon, these are the
few things that i must do in malaysia. let me
first list it down before i forget. pda's are
not reliable, no? haha nah i just wanna see a
bigger version of pda. my laptop keke

okay, here's what i wanna do before i leave
again:

1. see my family!
2. change my portable hard-disk casing
3. get a 2GB ram for my macbook pro
4. meet up with friends
5. freeze my gym and maxis account
6. drive my car and take pictures of it
7. play with jacko the dog
8. fix my desktop

that's all i can think of for now. huehuehue.
will update if i remember :)

in the meantime, it's time to go bomb some
countries! muahaha

farewells

2007-05-28T11:44:00.000+08:00

farewells are not good. no good at all.

a friend whom i met here in beijing is
leaving today. well, we stay in the same
place and although we've only known each
other for like a month plus. it felt like
years. haha. ain't making it big but it
really felt like that.

i mean it's the things that we talked and
did together for the past few weeks. haha.

alright, let me state the things we did
together. like hunting for mcD's in the
middle of the night. or going out for
supper in the middle of the night as well.
gym companionship. lunch and dinner together.
taking subways and crazy cabs.

still, the maniac mcD's hunting is the best
of all. walked blardy far just to find mcD's
and switched cabs for 24 hours mcD's. haha.

you know, like roommates. and i've never had
any before. so, it felt like i'm studying
overseas and have roommates for the first time.
hoho.

yeah, the most interesting part is that we
like singing so the house is always noisy
and merry. but after today, i'll be alone.

yeah, alone. on a monday. babi.

so here's a fast wish to david the man. haha.
have fun in nanjing and enjoy whatever may
come! take care!

bad & good taxi drivers

2007-05-26T15:15:00.000+08:00

you know how we usually meet some good and bad
taxi drivers in kl. maybe some of them don't
even bother talking to you cos you're local.
i've never took taxis in kl. cos i have my own
transportation. plus, if you noticed how they
drive, it's a big no no.

it's a different story if you're not local. i
take taxis here. if it's near, i walk. if it's
not, i take a cab.

so far, i found the taxi drivers here very nice.
until yesterday. wanted to eat mcD's so much but
i didn't know the nearest branch around my area.
so i stopped a cab and asked the driver if he
knows where the nearest mcD is at. he nodded and
off we went. then he started rounding and found
only kfc instead of mcd. so i said, i thought you
knew?

he replied, "kfc cannot meh?" i was like wtf. if
you don't know then you shouldn't have said yes.

oh ya, my friend was in the cab as well. and he
requested to stop since he's just wasting our time.
he didn't charge us for the ride. lucky him. cos
once you're in the cab, it costs rmb10 regardless
of how near or far you're going.

so we stopped another cab and this one is really
good. even called his friends to make sure of
mr.mcD's location. good attitude.

it felt so good after that spicy mcchicken fillet.
haha. then we got home. and prepared ourselves to
see a friend's hip-hop battle. guess what?

history repeats itself.

we took cab twice. the same scenario. the first
taxi driver cheated our 10 rmbees. babi. told us
the building is just right after a turn. and it
wasn't! took another cab and he brought us
straight to the main entrance. luckily, it didn't
happen on our way home.

coincidence? first time bad, second time good.

great experience. and one of the good taxi drivers
actually thought we're from korea and japan. haha!

4 steps away!

2007-05-24T22:44:00.000+08:00

alright. let me teach you people how to cook
today. first you gotta have passion towards
your dishes. haha

i have prepared 4 steps of teaching and posing
with your cooking. let's see how i fair in this.
i am pretty well known as the chef-of-simplicity.

haha. but true.

1st: please, cook with passion
2nd: place them together
3rd: pose and smile with it
4th: admire your dishes

what else? no more steps!

EAT!

*burp*

goodnight :)

have you ever..

2007-05-24T13:59:00.000+08:00

this post could've been the most meaningful of
all. but i couldn't recall what it is. damn.

give me a moment to recall..

(after half an hour)

damn it. i couldn't recall! forget it. this post's
title is now 'it rained the whole day 2 days ago'

yeah. i got up from bed 2 days ago and looked
outside the window. it was all hazy. as if i was
in genting. so i thought maybe it's just the weather
here. not knowing it was raining then. until i walked
towards the window and looked down. umbrella is the
only thing i see. hell yeah, it was raining.

it rained the whole day. from 8 plus in the morning
til 3 plus in the morning. the taxi uncle said it has
never rained like that in beijing before.

maybe i have found my abilities. to call for rain.
save the cheerleader, save the world.

where's the cheerleader? got cheerleader in beijing?

i'll drown sylar with rain if he comes for me.

muahahaha

staying alone

2007-05-22T02:11:00.000+08:00

i've always wondered how it's like to be
staying alone. you know, to have everything
by yourself? and i've always wanted to stay
alone. now that i am, guess what?

i don't want it. haha.

no one's home. and you'll start wondering
a lot of things. it's just too damn quiet.
all i hear at the moment is the laptops
fan whirring. my whispers as i'm blogging
and the sounds of keyboard typing.

then you'll start to miss home. haha. you
will feel like calling your friends to come
over and have a drink. or just to chat and
watch tv. but then again, i'm not home. i'm
miles away from home and so are my friends.
my family. my dog.

everything.

but then again. staying alone isn't just all
bad. at least i know how it feels and i'll be
more independent than before. so it's pretty
good actually. i get to cook better and clean
house better. haha.

and yeah. it doesn't seem to rain at night.
no fun sleeping with the raining sound. boo.

nuff said. i should go to bed now.

goodnight.

suzie wong

2007-05-20T14:09:00.000+08:00

a double-storey building it was,
with only one entrance i suppose,
dark and gloomy with dimmed lights,
shone on every corner shining bright.

an opened air rooftop it provides,
with breezy air flowing through the night,
people hailing from every part of the world,
regardless of their ages, young and old.

suzie wong is her name,
music and groove is her game,
a wonderful place to be,
see if for yourself,
if you trust this poetry.

suzie wong
chaoyang garden, ximen
beijing, china

sleepless nights!

2007-05-19T12:08:00.000+08:00

guess what guess what. it didn't work. the hope
to fall asleep at 1am didn't work last night. i
slept at 6am..

wtf.

yes, then i got up at 3 plus for shooting. bah.
and the whole shooting session ended at 5 plus
in the evening. couldn't open my eyes at certain
times. it felt really heavy. then i got home.
showered and had dinner. watched tv.

yes, the time i have been waiting since morning.

SLEEP!

went to bed and yes. i fell asleep and got up
at 11 plus this morning. couldn't wake up at
9 plus. you know, i wanna have longer daytime
and to be able to sleep at night. it sucks not
being able to sleep at night.

sucks big time.

so the past few sleepless nights got me into
thinking. how do we know if we're falling asleep?

i mean when you close your eyes. do you think?
and when you think, can you just fall asleep?
or how about shutting your eyes real hard. giving
it extra pressure to shut-off hard. does it help?

i still couldn't figure it out. can you?

i hope i can sleep like normal from tonight onwards.

see you.

friday the 13th.. NOT!

2007-05-18T00:28:00.000+08:00

wooooo hooooo! three posts in a day! haha! let
me tell you why it's not friday the 13th. cos
it's my third post on a friday and not my 13th
post..

i know.. lame.

yes. i hope i won't have insomnia today. i'm
gonna hit the bed right after i'm done with this.
i've got latin class tomorrow! haha! i wonder
how it's gonna be like moving my butt and shakin'
em' like.. erm.. nevermind. i'll just have fun.

let me tell you a secret. i've attended latin and
cha cha classes before. yes, one two cha cha cha!

well, scheduled to reach company 11 in the morning
i guess falling asleep at 1am later would be the
best. that is..

if i can fall asleep -_-"

goodnight.

fridays and taxis..

2007-05-17T22:13:00.000+08:00

omg.

two posts in a day. let's see how long does this
aggressiveness lasts. haha.

alright. me and david went for tgi fridays for
dinner just now. what's there to talk about?
haha for a start, we are not from beijing. we're
chinese but not from beijing. david's from taiwan
and i'm from malaysia. and if you don't go fridays
for a long time and having beijing foods for lunch
and dinner you will look forward for western foods.

the wonders. my god. we're even lucky enough to
have selected for some discounts. judging from the
procedure of having to answer questions and all. nah
i think i'll pass. haha.

what happened after that was we couldn't find any
taxis to get us home. walked like miles to look for
taxi stops but none were to be seen. apparently, they
stop everywhere so there's no particular stands to
wait.

bah..

in the end, we took subways home. funny. i saw this
girl looking at the mirror and she started dancing..

a bit..

but that a bit caused a big question mark on me.

weird..

the abouts and etc..

2007-05-17T16:42:00.000+08:00

i have been missing in action for quite some time now.
friends don't really know what i'm doing and all. maybe
for one they do know that i'm still singing.

but..

i'm not staying in malaysia anymore. for now. haha. i'm
currently positioned in beijing, china. reason is because
i'm having training here and to prepare for album release.
hence the song writing daily routine is heavily followed
everyday. of course, you might ask me if i have been visiting
china?

nopes. not by any chance.

though i'm already getting used to the country i think i
still need some time to get used to exploring places by
my own. bahaha.

oh ya. from today onwards, this will be my private blogging
site. erm, make that no so private blogging site. you know,
anything that goes to the internet will be well explored in
the future. if you get my hint. so it's alright. expected.

yeah the name of the site. why mr-ahbee? cos someone took
my ahbee.blogspot.com! arse.. and guess what? s/he did not
even update the site. if i get my say in blogspot.com -
please take note. let me have ahbee.blogspot.com haha!

hence, the mr-ahbee.blogspot.com

oh, why ahbee? alright, it's a nick my family and relatives
used to call me. seeing it as being a private family-relatives-
nick for 20 over years. it's now officially commercialized!

haha! everyone can call me ahbee now. and yes. everyone loves
ahbee. muahahahaa

have fun reading!